About Me

Me (right) with my sister

I'm holli, 24 years old, married to a soldier with 3 beautiful children, 2 daughters ages 6 and 2, and one son who is 6 months. I have two dogs ( who drive me mad!)... A Springer Spaniel and a Bichon Frise. I have a crazy hippie-esque mother who has a strange obssesion with leather bags at the moment, a dad who is old enough to be my grandad that spends 24hours a day on the computer and speaks to no-one... And a gobby wench of a younger sister that drives me up the wall, but i love her to bits.
Im sure these people will crop up along the way, including my husband who is probably the craziest out the lot...we shall call him Mr.A.

Our children, left to right- Lily, Willow and Ozzy

Me and Mr.A on our wedding day



Heres a bit of background history on little old me...
I grew up as the eldest out of two daughters, had a happy childhood. I met a boy at 15 and got pregnant with my eldest daughter, left 6th form halfway through and got rid of the boyfriend (violent moron), argued with my parents alot, moved out, met my husband, had our daughter. Got married (a year ago) and moved up North because of the Army, then we had our little boy.
Thats my life in a nutshell minus ALOT of drama, but im sure that will crop up in posts over time!

Now the whole reason behind this blog is to help myself. I have suffered with depression since the birth of my eldest (i blame the ex boyf!) Unfortunately i declined any help and over the years its got slowly worse. I now have OCD to contend with and signs of an eating disorder according to my therapist. Ive recently started therapy and found that writing things down really helps, hence the blog! Im sure theres other people out there like me and im hoping they will somehow come across my blog and maybe give me the oppurtunity to have a chat, share problems and advice etc... I haven't made this for sympathy, thats the last thing i want, this blog is simply my release.

Oh and don't worry, this blog isn't full of depressing posts, I like to write about other things that interest me like makeup, fashion, food and my weight loss journey :) 

So anyone that wants to chat or maybe any questions feel free to comment or email me, im a friendly person and love a good chinwag! :)

Oh yeah, almost forgot... I love reading other peoples blogs! So if you have one or know a great one then please let me know!

About Me Quiz-


Is your nickname?: 
Hol or Dragon Mommy to my kids

Is your sign?: 

Is your favorite saying?: 
Sexual! (means great/amazing, e.g... that cake is Sexual!)

Is your eye color?:
Bluey green

Is your hair color?: 
Brown but dyed dark red

Do you have pierced?: 
Ears once

Do you have tattooed? 
My back and inside of wrist

Type of clothes do you prefer?: 
Anything that flatters my figure and covers up my lack of cleavage!

Is your favorite pastime?: 
Reading blogs :-)

If you were... (who/what would it be?)

A bumper sticker:
"Dance like your fannies on fire" 

An animal: 
A vicious litle dog, haha

A cookie: 
A brazil nut cookie

A Christmas carol:
Holly and the Ivy

An alcoholic drink: 
Something sweet but with a bitter after taste ;-)

A Muppets character: 
Miss Piggy!

A magazine: 

A holiday: 

A super hero: 
Someone who could read peoples minds 'cause I'm a nosey buggar

A flower: 
A rose

A salad dressing:
Honey and mustard

This or that...

Summer or Winter:
Summer for the weather, Winter for Christmas!

Dogs or Cats: 

Dr. Pepper or Coke: 
Dr Pepper

Glass Half Full or Glass Half Empty?: 
Half empty

Waffles or Pancakes:

Ice Cream or Cake: 

Kisses or Hugs: 
Both at the same time :-)

Strawberries or Bananas: 

Once Upon A Time or Happily Ever After: 
Happily Ever After

A few words on...

Peanut Butter: 
Yummy with Nutella

Is a rollercoaster

I have a little one

Digital Cameras: 
I have had one for years but have only just recently figured out how to use it properly!

There are quite a few people I could use this word for...

Is the route of all evil

Annoys me!

No such thing

Mean alot 

are enemies for a reason and that reason shouldn't be forgotten

Are only good if given to you by the DR :-D

Is vile unless its Baileys!

Your Family: 
Is more messed up than a Soap Opera.

Your Kids: 
Are loved

Don't look good with sandals!


Are weird and don't come true!

Is what you make it

Bores me





Male celebrity:
Ryan Gosling

Female celebrity-
Frankie Sandford

The Notebook

Ed Sheeran and Britney



New York cheesecake